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Did I mention that Alan is no longer talking to me because I made fun of his small penis? No, I guess I didn't. While in Florida and Myrtle Beach, with Lindsay, Carl, and Sandy edging me on, I made many comments about it, calling it such names as little critter and what not. I mean, really - if you're going to be a sex craved nympho, you'd think the person would have to be suitably hung. As if they have so much of it that it would be understandable to have a more present sex drive than the average man. He proclaimed that he would see our relationship as null and void, and promptly blocked my screen name. Afterwords, I proceeded to sign on a variety of other screen names through AIM, IMing Alan random shit, all aimed to piss him off. He blocked every screen name, including some of Sandy's screen names and shit. At one point, I made a comment that he was starting to hurt my feelings... And my ego. Then I wrote, "Lego my ego." Then he signed off, and I had to change screen names again. In some ways, I didn't really like doing that to him. Even though he deserves to have his bubble popped, he doesn't understand why it should be. Like a wasted effort. He just sees it as me hurting his little feelings. Well, cry me a river, little avenger. Suck my dick, too.
I saw Chris today. Chris. I went out on a "date" with Chris more than a year ago... Almost two. It was just after I had been working at Food Lion, he was working there, took interest in me, so I thought, why not. I was with Alan at the time, so I kept a good distance from him... Or, I tried to. He insisted on keeping his hand on or near my leg during the entire movie of "Three to Tango," and proceeded to try to hug and touch me when we strolled through Toys R Us. He also tried very hard to pull me toward him when he had his had rested on the back of my neck as I was trying to leave that night... did it twice, I think. I never went out with him again... And he quit soon after. It was a combination of Alan, and the fact that he talked about a recent ex girlfriend, which I didn't really think it was right to move in upon. He actually came into Food Lion sometime a couple of months ago.. Gave me his phone number. But his aunt had just died, and again, I thought it a bad time. I saw him yesterday for the first time in months, and I couldn't help but stare at him and give him big smiles. Today, he came in twice, I think. The first time asking me to write my number on the receat, because I guess he could pick up on my interest from yesterday. Then, later on this evening, he surprised me with another visit. He startled me everytime he came in... I am just not used to seeing someone like him, because it switches me from work mode to friend mode... The difference being, I can get mad in friend mode. But, I wouldn't mind going out with him to see if he's changed... He muttered something the last time I saw him, about living in Florida... And if I understood him correctly, he said that he comes back home for a month or so. Hopefully I just misunderstood, because I have discovered I have inherited my father's bad hearing and lack of understanding of what I hear. But, anyway... A date would be nice. Real nice. To go out and have someone else pay for it. I think he's making a lot of money now. Valerie pointed that out to me, although, I am not sure if it's true, or if I even really care about that. It's just something to say about him.
Speaking of James... Here's a picture of us together at the senior assembly, from 3 weeks ago: seniorassembly06012001_jamesandchrisy.jpg.
