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I just got done talking to Alex for two hours. He dropped by my house again, the third time in a row this week, and today was the first day that he actually caught me avaliable. My mother says I forced him to resort to dropping by my house, because when he would call, I wouldn’t pick up the phone. Phone calls arn’t my thing. It’s odd. He stayed for two hours. At one point, I brought him inside, because it was too cold to be sitting on my porch in socks, a thin shirt and pants, and my mother’s very thin black jacket. We talked about animals and cars. Yeah. For two hours.

I wonder if anyone is even watching my webcam. Other than me, that is.

I got up 10 minutes early so that I can get to school at 7:45 to I can embarrass myself in front of Ms. Ross and show off what little I have learned in her class, not to mention my lack of common algebra sense, while she tries to help me understand ratios of measurements. Then, I have to finish completing a test that I do NOT know how to do. Great. Just peachy.

I went. I had told her little friend Brian on the bus about how I wasn’t going, and why I didn’t want to out with the guy with bad teeth. I brought Stephen with me on my quest to Food Lion, and all Joan did was shoot me glances. Bad, snooty glances. Basically, I goofed around in the store to waste time, and after I got finished at a register, I asked Joan if Brian had told her what I told him. She gave me a very fake look, and said “Yess.” It was said in such a tone to provoke someone; you know, when a person is mad, yet their being so obviously fake about being nice toward a person. And she was only 1/2 looking at me, and turned her head away without another thought.

What a bitch. She’s acting like I was the bad person.

I’ll explain more later, if I feel like it.

A rather boring evening. I have a lot going on, but being that I spent the past two days explaining the situation till I’m blue in the face, and the fact that I just got done typing something up for science, my patience and energy is limited. So, basically…

Last Saturday, when I was working on my birthday, Joan innocently asked me if I wanted to go out Wednesday or Thursday night. I told her I was free both nights, so she choose Wednesday. I thought it would be just me and her – a girl outing for my birthday. But Joan had a plan. Turns out, she invited this other 25 year old guy – the guy with the bad teeth that has been heavily persuing me at Food Lion. Actually, she didn’t really “invite” him – this was a set up. She then told me that she was inviting two other people, but couldn’t tell me who they were. She said that it was for her “pertection” that she didn’t tell me, and that I go. I mean, shit. What the hell is that?

I don’t want to go anywhere with that man. The sick part is that he knows it only a one time thing. How sick can you be to just arrange something with someone just so you can have one freaking dinner, which the person was tricked into. It’s just SICK.

I’m thinking of going to Food Lion tonight, and telling Joan off… Very soon, actually.