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Today was great. I went to bed at 12AM last night, and woke up at 10AM. 10 hours of sleep. I haven't had that in who knows how long. Jesus, it felt so good. It's 10 PM, and I'm not tired at all. I'm just going giddy shit about how I wasted an entire day without worry, and did exactly what I wanted all day without thinking that I should be doing something else. Almost orgasmic.
I had enough time to paint my toe nails. I never do that... I just did it because. I chose a shimmery blue green color that Sandy had given me. I ended up painting my toes more than the nails, and I messed it up with too many coats. I ruined them further my accidently digging my toes into the carpet, so that they now have a bumpy pattern on them. It's so random and pointless, but it actually makes me proud. "Lookie what I did. It's so purdy."
I've been trying to send those .zip files to Vince the majority of the day. And needless to say, it's not working out... Either my ISP just struggles sending the file, or his mailbox won't accept it. It's driving me fucking mad. I've already told him that if I couldn't send him the file that I would buy him the game. We both know I owe him a lot of presents from missed birthdays and holidays. I am so bad with those. The game is about $20, I think. It won't kill me. Not if I want to do it.
My father has been bugging me non stop about that digital camera of his. I know I should help him. But it's just so... When I run into problems, I have to deal with people who have no idea what they are talking about, but still try to form solutions. And they get angry when I get annoyed. My father has just been carrying around the booklet to the camera everywhere he goes. The booklet looks like it's already had a year or two of use because of how many different times he's read it. It's so fucking stupid. Like he'll find an extra instruction deep in the back of the book that was excluded from the installation instructions which are in the front. Yeah. Sure.
I'm trying, once again, to make a new layout. Not for this site, thank god. For the actual domain part that I also run. I want to add more content, and I think I need a new layout to get what I want out of it. It will probably take me a long while. I'm too lazy at the moment.
Michael called me from work this afternoon. It was a nice surprise, I suppose. He told me that he had visited my page yesterday, and that he liked the whole "crew" thing. He said he gave the link to a friend, and that she liked it also. Michael never calls me anymore... But they may be partly because I never answered the phone when he did. I'm just not a phone person... Not anymore.
Ugh. For some reason, all of these things are flooding into my mind. All these different things to talk about that I seemed to miss in past entries. Like how a boy named Tim, that I have known forever, has been calling my house constantly since Alan broke up with me. And how I never answer the phone when he calls, either. About how a guy in my class almost got beat up for throwing a piece of chalk, and it hit the wrong person. And how the substitute teacher didn't even notice because she was too busy playing cards. So stupid.
I'm paying attention to Vince. Not in any particular way, not with anything in mind... He's just the focus of my attention for some reason. I have phases like that.
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